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The Melody of Love.
In that spring of overflowing love,I'll show you something more important than you have seen with your own eyes. This love for you is so deep, through time and space, Beyond life itself, this is the song of my love. |
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We'll join hands,
My name is Monica.And my greatest wish for the world and the people, is that everyone will, hand in hand, sing the song of Love, and live together in harmony. and together, we'll sing.
For the world to hear,
The Loves
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of Love.
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This is the lyrics of the song that Kang Suk sang and performed in the Karaoke for Dan Ah as a demostration to prove that he is a worthy teacher. 임재범 (Lim Jae Bum) - 너를 위해 (For You) Lyrics Translation 어쩜 우린 복잡한 인연에 Maybe we are people 서로 엉켜있는 사람인가봐 Tangled in a complicated relationship 나는 매일 네게 갚지도 못할만큼 Everyday I am debted to you 많은 빚을 지고 있어 Debts that are too much for me to pay back 연인처럼 때론 남남처럼 Sometimes like a couple, sometimes like strangers 계속 살아가도 괜찮은 걸까 Can we keep living on like that 그렇게도 많은 잘못과 잦은 이별에도 Despite countless mistakes and separations 항상 거기 있는 너 You are still there 날 세상에서 제대로 살게해 줄 I know that you are the only person 유일한 사람이 너란걸 알아 Who can help me live properly in this world 나 후회없이 살아가기 위해 I, in order to live without regrets, 너를 붙잡아야 할테지만 Should keep you by my side 내 거친 생각과 불안한 눈빛과 My rough mind and unstable expressions 그걸 지켜보는 너 And you watching it 그건 아마도 전쟁같은 사랑 That is a love like a war 난 위험하니까 사랑하니까 Because I'm dangerous, because I love you 너에게서 떠나줄꺼야 I will leave from you 너를 위해 떠날꺼야 I will leave for you Saranghaedo gwaenchani (사랑해도 괜찮니) - 4Men (포면) I've decided. I'll live, no longer because I need to survive, but because I want to. I will accept anything that comes my way. I won't try to run, I won't attempt to hide. I will accept the consequences of my doings. I'll learn as much as I want to, get hurt as much as possible, laugh as much as possible, fight as much as possible. These five years of living, I'll regret it. But no more, not anymore. Living as a Human, I'll respect it. The infinite emotions this world has to offer - I'll take it all. So please, I pray earnestly to You, let me have that one wish. Just this one wish. "Because you are the love I wagered my everything for." - 너 하나면 돼 – 포맨(Four Men) Alevels starts tomorrow. I asked her, "What are you doing? Why must you continue to be this way? Are you torturing yourself on purpose? Can't you already predict what will happen in the future if you continue to be like this?" She replied softly, "But strangely, I don't think I'm doing anything absolutely wrong." I shouted, "What the world is your problem? Do you so desperately want to disappoint them? Why can't you be like everyone else and fight for higher grounds? Do you intend to pull them down and suffer together with you? How can you be so selfish?" Another indifferent reply from her, "Why should I do things I don't want to do? I'm being selfish? What's wrong with doing the things your heart tells you to?" With disbelief, I retort, "Your heart? Be realistic! Stop living in your fairytales! Wake up already! How in the world do you know whether your heart tells you to do the right things?" With sad eyes, she stares into the mirror and whispers, "Are you asking me to stop listening to my heart?" I gained a new perspective towards life, but now after I think over it again, I hesitate. Should I really behave this way? Sometimes I wonder, Is it a sin to want something the person doesn't deserve? Because I clearly don't deserve it. It's like such a freaking obvious fact, that it actually aches to even think of the slightest tiniest possibility of it becoming reality. But deep inside of me, I know I really want it. Not only for myself, but for the people around me. Because I know It will open the doors leading to authority to make those decisions, and It will increase the opportunities and my ability to help the people close to my heart when they are in need. Then again, why am I not working towards it? Selfishness, self-preservation, sloth. Pitiful, eh? What an irony. The more one tries to divert from the nature of Human, the more the person displays the basic characteristics of a Human Being. How disgusting. "You must be heaven sent, I swear." - Something like you, Nsync. Because true friends appear in the strangest places, and strength can be felt from within those ink traces. Wishing all those taking the Olevels and Alevels all the best. Cliche it may seem, but it's seriously not about the grades anymore. It's about the attitude you have when fighting for those Alphabets to be printed on the report card, and all those wonderful memories and friends you made while getting there. Thank you. If I knew it would end up like this, I would not have let go. Yeah, I should never have. It's been half a year since the last post. Many expected and unexpected events occured during the last 6 months. Receiving Alevel results for Chinese & PW. AJ 25th Anniversary Celebrations. AJ|25: Family Day 2009. Election & Nomination for the 26th SC. Elects' Camp 2009. Sports Carnival & Interhouse Games. The feared MidYears. CCA Handover Ceremony. The dreaded Prelims. Teachers' Day Celebration. And finally, Farewell Assembly. So now when I look back at those one & a half years in Anderson Junior College, beyond the stained walls, the bumpy running tracks and constantly spoiled air-conditioners, I see a place filled with wonderful memories, a transit point in life where streams of people walk to and fro, some just walk right pass you, while others bothered to turn and smile. I guess it was the people I met that made the whole lot of a difference. Funky friends I never expected to have. Crazy classmates that I never expected to laugh with. Thoughtful teachers whom I never thought would still exist in this world. Council colleagues who were both an inspiration and a reminder to me of the essence of being Human. There were even people whom I met and thought we would be friends later on, but the 'later on' dragged and before I realised, it was gone. Emotions I experienced during the times in college also played a huge role in changing my way of life. The happiness I never thought I would feel. The helplessness that I haven't fully comprehended. The disappointment I never dreamed of experiencing. The courage I never knew was in me. The tears I never thought I would show. I guess it's a whole package of experiences I never imagined I would gain in a school like this. Now that this journey has nearly come to the end, a new beginning awaits. Who are we going to meet? Where will we decide to go? What's the next step? Uncertainty. Vulnerability. Loneliness. Voids that memories and relationships fill up to enable us to walk through this endless journey of Life. Because it's my past the makes me who I am today. My feelings about the Then & Now? Excited? Not really. Relieved? Not exactly. Reluctance? Not quite. Regretful? You bet. Post Orientation Syndrome. (Deleted) I was just telling myself to not blog for the rest of the year so that I can have one less reason to use my laptop. But seriously, I simply can't stop myself from announcing to the entire world how much I love these people (: AJC 25th SC & OGLs from Orientation 2009, You people made a difference, thank you (: "I'll betray you. I'll break my promise. And your trust - I'll trample all over it. So please, Takahashi. Hate me, despise me, and then bury me." -- Yano Motoharu, from Bokura Ga Ita by Obata Yuuki Because nothing ever stays the same. And because, it doesn't exist, and it never will. Why ): Why did I ever believe? ): Yes people, I'm back from my trip. Sorry for the lack of enthusiasm, I just got all my photos, so I'll blog a super duper long post tomorrow. Right now, my heart's filled with nothing but the cruel, awful, painful reality. And my desire to fully comprehend it has become stronger. So much stronger, that it's actually starting to scare me. That's right, the scar still remains. Chotto Matte! Just to explain myself, the reason why until now I haven't blogged about ANDERNESIA is because I'm still waiting for some of the photos to be uploaded that can be inserted to my blog post. Blog post with photos are more interesting to read and keep, right? So, since I don't have all right now ): I'll blog it after my annual family trip! (Which is making me worry because I'm not even done with my homework and revision D: ) Anyway, right now I'm so helplessly in love with Itazura Na Kiss (Anime) that I'm replaying the opening song 'Kimi Meguru Boku' over and over again. It's just so freaking sweet and good that I rated it 10/10 on my Anime List, same rating at Ouran High School Host Club and Spirited Away! I really don't know how to even review it because I think words cannot express my mixed feelings and joy after watching the 25 episodes. But as usual, can such a love even survive the cruel reality? Kimi, Meguru, Boku - by Motohiro Hata Opening theme song for 'Itazura Na Kiss' the Anime. (English translation on http://gendou.com/amusic/lyrics.php?id=8786&show=0) Meetings and goodbyes frolic in the wind in a day in spring Even the pastel colors begin to dance; a tale begins I'll immediately rush out to your side Wait for me; I'm now running through the brilliant town We've always looked for a fate entwined in mischief Then, now that we've met, I'm sure that it's not just a coincidence I want to be by your side, just like this A light pink color flutters down, dyeing your cheeks; it'll come back, no matter how many times I like you, ever since the heart-throbbing melody was born We're still flower buds in the season when flowers bloom in fun But now I have faith; even if you die, I won't let you go I won't lose, even to a storm that blows strongly Before the two of us were born It has been decided that things will become like this We've always looked for a fate entwined in mischief Then, now that we've met, I'm sure that it's not just a coincidence I want to be by your side forever Sighs, if only I had a heart of a little girl, then everything would be so pure, so innocent, so beautiful, so perfect. "A young girl's dreams - a man's burden." - Love Monster Chapter 35 Pg 22. I'll blog about my OCIP tonight or early next morning (: ANDERNESIA! SET AH! Today's farewell was ): Poor planning and arrangements done by me. My deepest apologies ): I really want to thank the 24th, even though I didn't have much memories with them, but they did step into my life for a short period of time, and they did teach and reminded me lessons I taught I knew. May the spirit of serving burn within our hearts, just like those candles. I'll be away for awhile. For those who know why, good for you(: But for some strange reason, I feel a bit afraid and uneasy. I'll just trust in Him. I'm starting to miss home already. I'll be back with lots of details from my OCIP. Goodbye for now (: "It's part of every Prince's job to give women something to dream about." - Private Prince Well said (: Music from the heart, that's when words are just not enough. Then I just laugh to myself and say, "That's just so impossible." And I'll close the book with a smile. Fairytales, why the world do you exist? HAHA sorry I know this is damn random, and I think only Vampire Knight fans and Twilighters will understand, but I really want to 'pen' this down. If Stephenie Meyer's world of Vampires and Matsuri Hino's world of Vampires both exist in the same world, just that they are in different countries, I would really want to see them fight (: LOL (x I think that's every girl's dream. Seriously, every girl. Deep inside their hearts, they know. To feel protected. To feel warm and comfortable, no matter the temperature or weather. To be able to close their eyes peacefully. To be able to smile from their hearts. It's a pity though, that such love doesn't exist. And even if it does, it won't be forever. So, how long is forever? I was inspired by someone to put this up (:  Credits to http://xslinkstercool.deviantart.com/art/Be-Safe-54518936 OMGOSH! HINAMORI MOMO HAS COME OUT TO FIGHT! AHHHHH! BLEACH CHAPTER 334! (: Song time! Today will be a terrible day ): My throat's burning, (No, not from blood thirst, mind you) my braces are umcomfortable, I can't eat my favourite food anymore, and I got work to do ): Sighs. I miss my friends ): From now on, I'll be super busy with ANDERNESIA! ORIENTATION! FAREWELL! (Farewell's not that busy la, I really want to help more out in Orientation thought ): ) On a lighter note, I was browsing pictures on DeviantArt. Then I started thinking about Twilight. So, I started browsing Twilight pictures (: And I came across rather nicer and funny art pieces! THIS IS SO FREAKING FUNNY. (Maybe it's funny only to me la, but whatever it is) LOOK AT THOSE FUNNY FACES! I personally feel that Edward Cullen looks damn ugly here but it's just cartoon, so I don't really bother. And it scares me to see that Jane looks so freaking innocent when she is actually SO TERRIBLY EVIL!! Bella looks like Emily in this picture too, which is super strange. Whatever it is, I actually laughed when I saw the funny faces of the vampires and humans.  Credits to http://sammysteroid.deviantart.com/art/Twilight-82735779 Okay NEXT! I like this picture really much even though Edward Cullen is supposedly MUCH MORE HANDSO ME THAN THIS, but the owner of this picture should be praised because this is EXACTLY WHAT I IMAGINED THAT SCENE TO BE. And Bella Swan looks sexy in this picture. But she seems a bit too tan and Edward Cullen seems a little too pale. I don't think Stephenie Meyer portrayed her vampires with such ghostly image.  Credits to http://noiry.deviantart.com/art/your-lullaby-twilight-69586001I thought this was the nicest hand drawn picture of the Cullen Family, because not only are they so well drawn, it is SO obvious who is who! In case you can't tell, I'm pretty sure that, in clockwise motion starting from the girl with long wavy hair is Rosalie, Edward, Alice, Jasper and Emmet. Like their features are so define that you can actually tell which is the character the artist is drawing. I am super sure Edward Cullen is more good looking than this, but I really like how Rosalie was drawn, her smug beauty and arrogance is totally there! FANTASTIC (x  Credits to http://swissdutchess.deviantart.com/art/The-Cullen-Children-Twilight-67420294Last but not least, the only reason why I like this art piece is actually the expressions and pose of the two characters, Isabella Swan and Edward Cullen. I strongly believe Edward Cullen is suppose to look as mysterious as the picture below, but of course, more appealing and good looking, and his hair is not suppose to be so dark. And Bella is suppose to have hazel brown eyes, not blue! BUT I really like how the artist created that mysterious mixture of love, fear and mystery. It's really really nice! I really like it (:  Credits to http://itasugen.deviantart.com/art/Twilight-Edward-and-Isabella-88027818You know, after seeing so many pictures of Edward Cullen and Isabella Swan online, and after seeing the actor Robert Pattinson and actress Kristen Stewart, I still think they don't look like the Edward Cullen and Isabella Swan in Stephenie Meyer's Twilight Saga. But I myself can't properly visualise and picture how they SHOULD look like, so I really don't know. I saw many Robert Pattinson interviews and Twilight staff interviews, and they are so so fun to watch (: I can't wait for the movie (: Twilight Saga fans, check this out! A great fansite! http://www.edwardandbella.net and http://www.hisgoldeneyes.com/ |